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Last night I decided to take an antihistimine before bed in hopes that it woulld knock me out even in the midst of a panic attack. It did, I slept pretty well and unlike most nights where I go to sleep with a panic attack, I only had one moderately bad nightmare. Problem is now I am groggy. Have been since I got up. The 12 hour meds last 18 hours in my system, and I want to DO stuff today. I have plans for later. I need to get my passsport photo taken and I want to get an appointment set up to get my cars oil changed and have an inspection done. But right now I feel like I should go back to bed, and maybe I'm not safe to drive. Perhaps after a nice warm shower I will feel better, or maybe I can get away with a short nap while the second load of laundry finishes.

Crap. I also need to wash dishes today. Ugh.

And in other news this week, another dissappointment. First impressions are so frippin deceiving. Guess it's good that I learned better now as opposed to a year from now. Back to square one.

Oh look, a laser hair removal commercial. Maybe these people should talk to the hair growth people who had the ad on 3 days ago.

And now a dating service ad. These are multiplying. I'm tempted to start an all-geek poly dating service at some point. Those of us who aren't trying to trap husbands to have 3 cute kids and a nice 3 bedroom house need somewhere to go :D

Blech. Sooooo tired.